Caesar’s story
By Elise Atkinson
October ‘04
In mid-January
this year my friend’s male llama, Caesar, returned to my place to live, as
he had been living alone in Motueka. He is a bottle-raised boy, about 10
years old, extremely polite and very special. I have always loved him.
We did the usual—T.B. testing,
shearing, 5/1, drenching, and he lived in a paddock next to the other
males for two weeks before being integrated into the herd. That all went
smoothly when it happened. It was as if he had never left.
One Saturday evening in March, I let the
boys into the driveway to eat it out a bit. In the morning I went to check
the stock, and Caesar was down by the road, not pacing the fenceline
closest to where the girls were, as was usual. I should point out here
that the two top machos, Gus and Sambuca, tolerate Caesar pacing the
fenceline, but no one else is allowed close to it. They seem to know that
Caesar isn’t a ‘real’ llama, he’s one of those bottle-raised things that
ignore many of the paddock protocols and is really no threat to their
prowess! Let him pace…..
Caesar wasn’t looking too happy, and was
reluctant to move. He was stiff as if he had pulled some muscles, or
something. My immediate thought was that Zimmy had had a crack at him. Zim
had been testing the waters a bit, and was being a real bully to everyone,
except the two established top boys. He is a BIG boy, over 200 kgs. I shut
the other boys back in their paddock, by which time Caesar had hobbled up
the drive. I put him into the orchard on his own. Watching him over the
day, he grazed a bit, watched what was going on, chatted to me but didn’t
want me anywhere near his back end. From a distance I could see that his
right haunch seemed bunched up, and he was putting almost no weight at all
on his back right leg. When I saw him trying to sit down, and unable to
do so, I called Vaughan Seed (vet). “Maybe it is more than pulled
muscles” I thought, but I must admit that I was really feeling there was a
break somewhere.
Vaughan’s immediate statement was that there
was definitely a break, or more than one, which is why Caear’s haunches
appeared bunched. The break had caused the muscles to retract and there
was nothing to keep the muscles stretched. That horrible adrenalin-type
rush that makes you feel so ill, and which had been sneaking about all
day, hit me like a brick. This special animal who had come here to have
better quality of life, was going to have his life taken away. That was my
first thought, that I couldn’t allow him to be in pain. I looked at him,
and he was busy watching what was going on in the other paddock, ears
forward. Then he continued to graze. How could this be? He looked fine!
He wasn’t depressed, he was eating as many nuts as I’d give him out of my
hand, he just seemed a bit uncomfortable when he walked, and couldn’t kush.
Vaughan said he would come tomorrow, knock
Caesar out and X-ray him. And that he’d be able to have a really good look
at him while he was down. He gave him an anti-inflammatory and antibiotic,
and said we could discuss ‘options’ (gulp) after the X-ray.
In the morning I expected to find this boy
‘down’ in every sense of the word. I had checked him overnight several
times, and he’d simply seemed puzzled as to what I was doing. I gave him
another antibiotic and anti-inflammatory (orally) which didn’t impress him
much. Then I went to work. Came home at morning tea and lunch time, just
to see he was okay. He was. He was just grazing, and watching the world go
by, his demeanour was quite normal.
Vaughan came that evening, gave Caesar a
general anaesthetic and X-rayed him. We helped him go down gently when the
GA started to take effect. I’d called my friend Leslie to come and help.
She is a llama owner and lover, and has a lovely peaceful way about her.
My concern was that Caesar wouldn’t be able to get up again. We X-rayed
from all angles, and Vaughan was able to tell that there were a number of
breaks. He did a thorough check over while Caesar was ‘out to it’. After
40 minutes or so, he started to stir a bit, and we could see that he
wanted to stay in this place with no pain! He’d stretch out his head, and
close his eyes again, and it crossed my mind that we should perhaps simply
give him a few more drugs, and let him sleep on, and on, and on. But then
he’d open an eye again, and look at us. I voiced this thought aloud, and
Vaughan’s reaction was to not be too hasty. Leslie’s was that he had a
wonderful ‘energy’ (my little hippy buddy!) and she felt he would be
okay.
We left Caesar to get himself up (we hoped)
while we had a coffee and rang Penny, Caesar’s ‘mum’, with the latest.
And were able to tell her before we rang off, that we could see Caesar had
gotten himself up somehow, and was grazing in the orchard again.
Next evening Vaughan arrived back
with the developed X-ray. I had been feeling pretty hopeful about this
boy being okay ‘til I saw the damage that had been done. From hip to knee
there were 5 ‘spiral’ breaks. The femur was not only broken into 6
separate non-aligned pieces, it was also totally shattered in parts, and
bone fragments could be seen throughout the leg muscles. I could see that
Vaughan was feeling as if there was little hope, which was exactly as I
felt.
But we looked, and there was Caesar in the
orchard, grazing and watching with ears forward, the other llama antics
going on in the paddocks. Scoffing as many nuts as he could bludge off me,
quite a few! But also by now, the 4th
or 5th
day since the incident, he was walking on the leg, very carefully, but
putting a bit of weight on it.
“He shouldn’t be doing that,” commented
Vaughan. But what do you do? Can you put a llama in traction for months?
We discussed treatment options. Something had to be done. We
did
discuss traction.
We discussed operating and placing metal
rods and plates, which would probably have to be re-done later on, and
maybe every few years, and were not always successful. And very expensive.
We discussed amputation. And this seemed to be the direction we would
take. Unless we euthanized. We went round and around all of these for
hours, over the next week. And we’d look at Caesar in the orchard,
grazing. And the only time he grizzled was when I’d squirt antibiotics and
anti-inflammatories
down his neck morning and night. And he
hated me feeling the bottom of his right leg and foot, making sure they
were warm, and that he still had feeling in it. One of the concerns was
that the nerves had been damaged, and that he would lose feeling in the
leg. Secondly, that the blood supply was interrupted, and that necrosis of
the tissues and bones would occur. In this case the leg would need to be
taken off fast! Vaughan, who works at Massey, had them on alert should I
call.
After a couple of weeks of this, Vaughan was
able to assure me that if either of these things were to occur, it would
have happened by now. But we still had this dilemma, what were we going to
do? This llama with a severely damaged and broken back leg had to have
some kind of treatment, other than the drugs I was giving him… didn’t he?
Despite the fact that by now he was walking with seemingly full weight on
the leg and had never been depressed, and was still extremely interested
in life. 2-3 weeks had gone by, a decision had to be made.
“Do nothing.”
“Pardon?”
“Do nothing” replied Vaughan. “And see if he continues to improve.” I
could tell that this idea kind of went ‘against the grain’ a bit, as it
did with me. It didn’t seem right, neglectful even, but we couldn’t deny
what was walking around in front of us. As if nothing much had happened. I
told Vaughan that I had been saying to people for years that these animals
are amazingly stoic, but I never thought they were this tough! Both of us
felt this sense of amazement that maybe Caesar would be okay with
absolutely no treatment, other than drugs. I drenched him morning and
night for 5 weeks, with antibiotics/anti-inflammatories, and added bits
and pieces daily variably, so as not overdose on anything—vits ADE,
calcium, nutrimol, glucosomine and chondroitin. By the end of the 5th
week I had a real job to catch him, he was galloping around the orchard
and has continued to gallop and canter about the place.
Caesar is still living in a paddock alone,
but eventually will go back in with the boys. I’ve decided to give it a
year, and then maybe get him X-rayed again, both for interest, and for
peace of mind that he is healed. But he stands on his broken leg to
scratch with his other leg just like a real llama. And he loves to be
taken for walks.
Zimmy is also separated from the rest of the
boys. I have tried him back in with them, but he is too big to be allowed
to bully to the extent that he does. I am really against running males
separately and have never done so before.
After Caesar was hurt I went around the
paddock looking for any sign of what may have happened. I found an area
on one of the small hills where there had clearly been a ruckus, and where
there is a large rock poking out of the ground. In my mind I can see that
Zim would have bowled Caesar as he climbed the hill. Caesar would have
been watching the gals and not even seen him coming. Once he was down,
Zim must have continually slammed down onto him smashing more bones in his
leg against the rock with each slam.
Caesar hates Zimmy with a passion. I tried
leading Zim through Caesar’s paddock a while ago, as a short cut. Lovely
quiet Caesar attacked him with a vengeance and he wasn’t going to stop,
and didn’t until I had dragged Zimmy back to the yards. Even when he is in
sight, Caesar paces with his ears back, spitting and head up. It is
obvious that it is Zimmy who hurt Caesar so badly.
But at
no stage did Caesar display any form of depression. Such is his noble
spirit. This is Caesar’s story.